Monday, June 06, 2005

to whom it may concern...
dun be mistaken.....its rayne here to blog..
i duno wat has happened...
suddenly i felt like im back in sec sch..
when they write down a list of stuffs wanting to shoot u..
den get u out...for confrontation.....
seriously...im back at it....
i noe i can handle it....its jus tat....
i will tear....for a part of me really had a fwenship wif u...
according to wat i noe..
its jus tat faithful day i on the fone wif her..
telling her everything abt wats happening to the outlet....
to tink i was upset of y all became like tat....so
jus saying out wats happening...
to tink she did tell u wat ive said...
actually its no big deal..jus to say tat becoz of ur attitude and then u were close to others already.....we din wana talk much..
and not....DUN TALK TO U at all.....get it right.
ive not sure WAT THE HACK she has add in n tell u....
jus like e fone thing...she probably told u i scolded over the fone..
but did she tell u she slam down e fone on me???
u din noe until i told u rite.....tis goes to show..
she only SELECT the things she wana say....JUS FOR UR INFORMATION.....
...im not good at words......admit it...ure dead good at it...
but den again...jus speak to the point..
wateva we told u....guess its no longer a secret to her..
n all the saving of whichever ass is no longer a big deal...
come to say it...if u said all along u din change..
tat means all along...uve been FAKE TO us? ok...at least not to sheena rite???
come on man...face the fact....
ya so wat we are not out long for workin life?
so wat we are jus greenhorns?
if tis is the way u guys work....i can name a few other tat is much better then there ok??? dun say singapore....jus within the 9outlets..
den again....dun compare....FINE...WIF TAT...
ya when there's trouble we come out...fight for our rights...
when we dun.....we dun ask u out jus for slack????
or izit u mean fri and sat was a total fake????
OK....TAT EXPLAINS HOW COME I WAS NOT BEING EXPLAIN ABT ALL THE WRONGS...
firstly....did anyone told her the situation in the morning???
did u all even ask alvin wat happen....y so many things was not done???
in the 1st place...i did cut e watermelon..it was enuff..
how to noe in the afternoon all was sold? next...the tea..
i did ask alvin....DO U ALL NOE IT???
the fruits...I ASKED AH PONG TOO.....DO U ALL NOE IT???
come on man.....ASK HER LA....SHE NOE OR SHE DUNO.....
fine if she has more too add...yes..the fact is tat only i noe bar then.....but did u all ask??????
coz when i came in...ALVIN WAS THE ONE FIXING THE BAR....
do u all noe taT???its only at 12 den i took over to do the drinks order...
fine if u din noe....STILL SAID MUS C STIUATION.....SO MUCH FOR SAYING TAT...
tat totally CLEAR my doubts...of how come U DIN TELL HER tat in the moring..
we were busy cleaning all the water,smells, spills???
CLEAR My thots of how come all the conversions i asked u..
u simply jus WUN EVEN REPLY.....
CLEAR me of how come u will make silly STUPID lame REMARKS TO HER??
oh....yuan lai ru ci.....oh well....it totally cleared me....
be gratful i din say a word at all tat day.....not even to show my face...
i dun mind then only could talk to kitchen staffs....maybe it was too busy either...
but still c u 3 can LAUGH TAT LAUGH TALK TAT TALK....
pls la...ppl running like mad...u 3 jus there like tat...
tis is the kinda manager we got there....yes....
got time to tease make stupid comments...bring urself so low.....
i kept all the fire within me....im very proud to be able to do tat then...
nevertheless....SHE WAS BEING FAKE WHILE TRYING TO TALK TO ME EITHER...
ok...enuff of tat...maybe then when was a slamp...shld hav jus walked out...
COME ON MAN......URE THE ONE WHO ASKED ME COME BACK HELP...
TIS IS THE KINDA THING U GUYS ARE GETTING BACK AT ME..
dun worry i can take it....
ask urself...if not for the last min of those 3att ppl..
will u hav enuff staffs? yes u can say can transfer ppl over..
wateva....admit the fact...how many ppl can work here for long???
how many can stand her? how many can stand her being so LIKE TAT??
is tis e kinda manager it shld be????
dun tell me abt how it was in the past...
come on...she's the one who decides its for her own good...for not letting ppl say she favorisium....
she let go....we're not in the wrong...
U SAID WE MAKE USE OF U....
tell me.....OR SHLD I SAY.....ASK URSELF....USE UR GOD DAMN BRAINS....
wat do u have for us to make use of.???TELL ME???I REALLY WANA NOE..
IF U GOT THE MONEY...??? IF U GOT THE POWER...den fine i hav nothing to say..
PLS LA...WAT DO WE STAND TO GAIN IF WE USE U????NOTHING...A BIG NO....
can u at least use ur brains....b4 u get brainwashed???
if we really wana use u...den we wuld bother talkin to u frm the start...AT ALL...
but did we?????
bet u forgotten y u din get ur $50bucks jus for letting ppl eat...
when now....wateva time u come u oso can eat...WORST STILL....COOKED BY HER..
so much for tat...
not worried if u will tell her to read tis....not worried u tell her everything..
I BET U SURE WILL....ITS ALRITE...NOW IVE SEEN THE TRUE U..
it jus really pains me to get to noe all these..
really in a shock....too shocked i mus say..
afterall...ure the one who taught me when i 1st stepped into SIGLAP...
well...after saying all those...dun worry....
we wun influence sheena....its up to her if she wans to talk to us....
dun make us like some sinners.....come to tink of it..
if we were NV CLOSE.....maybe all these will NV HAV A CHANCE TO HAPPEN EITHER...
nothing to blame...no one to shoot....
u noe...we noe.....
maybe i gotta thank u...for letting me c..
all these TRUTH in u....tat I'LL NV EVER EXPECT..
or maybe everyone did take each other for granted....
for granted tat u will always be a fwen....
e least expected person to do such things to me....its ok...
pls la...tis kinda thing...dun tink everythin is new to me..
at least for tis kinda thing....i've been thru worst...we shall c...
YA...LET TIME PROVE U EVERYTHING...
U WILL DEN C....ALL THE HYPOCRITES IN THE WORLD UNITE...AT SIGLAP...
or shld i say...u r one too....
tat's y i said guys cant be trusted...i thot ure different....
I THOT WRONG...
alrite...back to sch...
will be back for more...gonna grab some food..
sheena's pals...jus ignore tis entry..its not for u guys..
xiao hui:: yoz...dun be shocked...yes...its him...the him u kinda noe too...
at least i still hav u hui...

so im here to add on...(nana)
well.. i alwae thk tat we 'were' reli FRENS...
but its onli until now tat i realise u thk we were actually onli makin use of u??
im hurtz..
so wads da point to act..
u shld haf told mi earlier...
so we can actually dun bother u...
is ter any real friendship in us??
so it was my fault to wait for u after wrk...
ask u to chat tt chat , luff tat luff n fag tat fag when da weather were gud??
aint i stupid enuff to fall into tis toopid trap..
rmb all ur msges..
sincer?? serious?? truly??
i doubt so.......
my heart tear.......
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 9:48 AM