Saturday, July 30, 2005

no nit a tille for tis...

cant slp..
but im tired!!!
haha..
why huh???
how leh???
whu can help mi ar??
i miss staying at home leh??
sobz sobz!!
can i dun go to wrk tmr??
nobody can understand la//
.........................

i wanna go for a drink??
juz drink??
no club can??
cos i nit some peace??
anyone??
msg mi k??
haha//
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:54 AM

Friday, July 29, 2005

new hair style n colour~ woooooo

went to cut ma hair juz now!!
lyk no diff can??
da colour oso no much diff??
haha.. bo liao riz??
oh ya...
ters tis toopid angmo!!!
guess wad??
he actually ask mi to pull up my skirt??
hah?? lyk wth~
hes freakg ... wadeva!!!
i wan it low cannot ar??
not as if im showin ma undies or wad??
he did not ask once! BUT twice can??
er xin lyk hell!!!!!

goin back to wrk tmr!!
can i dun???
i dun wanna wrk leh!!!
how?? how???
3 dae off juz gone lyk tat??
!@#$%^%&*
soooooo not enuff!!
SIAN~~~~~

halo rayne!!
ma pay wasnt tat much leh??
its ma saving!!
n ma papa gif de!!!
^^bleah!!!
noe i still owe u one la..
haha.. c when we free k??
lolx.. can cum over to megumi!!
hohohoh...
merry haf 2 lil lamb!!
lil lamb..
lil lamb!!
merry haf 2 lil lamb!!
n tats hui n mi!!!
haha.. cant wait for nxt thur...
wahaha..
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 12:42 AM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

甜蜜的折磨

请不要再继续给我太多余的关心
我怕我快要情不自禁
既然不能在一起请你别再靠近
我怕我控制不住贪心
你甜蜜的折磨
把我的灵魂偷走
在我用心过后
常常一个人做噩梦
你甜蜜的折磨
没想过会这么痛
请消失在我的地球
别让我站在云上头突然落空
请不要再继续想我怕会舍不得你
今天的我异常地冷静
以为自己很聪明可以控制情绪
发现你已占满了空气
你甜蜜的折磨
把我的灵魂偷走
在我用心过后
常常一个人做噩梦
你甜蜜的折磨
没想过会这么痛
没有开始没有分手
没有爱你没有爱我
你说最好能只当朋友
这样感情会更长久
而你却不懂我已深深地爱上你
越靠近你越看见你越痛
你甜蜜的折磨
把我的灵魂偷走
在我用心过后
常常一个人做噩梦
你甜蜜的折磨
没想过会这么痛
请消
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:33 AM

Monday, July 25, 2005

Peace.. Lurve da ppl ard u regardless whu dey r!!

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:25 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

ppl whu i luv are those whu mit a difff in ma life...

sumtimes i reli got no idea wad r frens to mi...
went thru losta ppls' blog..
tons of dem were actually unknown...
juz wondering how cum many of us share tis kinda feelin too?
in da st place..
whu r those tat u cal dem fren??
r dey da ppl tat u get to c evry now n den??
even when u get to c dem evrydae..
how true is da friendship between u guys??
is it makin use of one another??
but da fact is whu dun riz??
hmmm.. lets put it in another wae...
will u bother to go n cal someone(fren),
tat u din c or hear frm dem for quite sum time??
or were u da onli one whu is doin da so cal sms-g n cal-g all da while??
for ma case..
i thk im mor to da kind whu cal n sms..
not to all..
but to those i cal fren la...
sumtime a lil msg reli means a lot to mi...
at least i noe tat dey still rmb mi ya??
hmm...
somehow.. i oso ignore some whu msged mi??
but why??
maybe dey aint reli imp to mi??
haha.. banging maself uh..
for those whu noe mi well..
im tat kinda of person whu will reli help,
when dey nit mi??
i lyk to do those lil thang to make dem hapi..
but... how many out ter will do tis to mi huh??
countable.. haha!!
ppl whu acc mi when im sicked??
took da effort to come n look for mi for supper??
those whu slacked wif mi till late nite??
dey shld noe whu dey r..
haha.. n i reli appreciate all these..
losta nonsense here..
dunno wad im tokin abt la..
oh ya.. a big hug for those whu i cal frenz..
(thk twice,do u thk u deserve it..)
we may be so-cal thkg we r gud palz or wadeva..
but.. sum r not reli tat close in heart..
veri surface!!!!!
i admit tat i got tons of tes so cal palz..
n i even dare to sae dey dun even realise it demselves.....
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 4:22 AM

有时候 有时候 我会相信一切有尽头......

还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会
陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
情人亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会
陪我看细水长流

可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会
陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
情人亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会
陪我看细水长流
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 4:15 AM

im here to declare tat im.... BROKE!!

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:07 AM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:29 AM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

achg all over!!!

went to c da chinese sinseh..

red spots all over!!!
URGGH... ARGH!!
help mi ANYONE???
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:07 AM

Monday, July 18, 2005

爱不持久

爱不可能持久
尤其当一个人怀疑自己的时候
本来更甜美的话
现在却象在吵架
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
爱不可能持久
尤其当你怀疑我不爱你的时候
本来想牵你的手
现在却觉得尴尬
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
我爱你明明在心里面回荡
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说爱我
爱不持久
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 11:52 PM

眼泪的味道

忆深处的美好 星空还刻着你的微笑 数不清多少夜晚
尽在你手心的记号轻轻靠在我怀抱 闻你妇丝淡淡的味道
怀念我们曾经多么单纯的美好 过去的美好
我想有一天我们都能忘掉 想你的星空下
星星不再闪耀 我想我知道 眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年我不曾想逃 受伤的翅膀
总有一天会慢慢 慢慢的变好 能飞得更高
当失去你的依靠 don t wanna miss you
逝去的不能再留住 只是过往每个画面
都成为我们的束缚 爱情的无助
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:03 AM

gonna wrk agn.. sob! im SICK...

MC for 2 dae le..
n im gonna back to wrk tmr??
can i dun go???
da pain is still killing mi can??
ARGH~!!!
n da pills im taking is killing mi too!!!
giddy leh...
evrythg so blurrr...
shld take da jab instead riz??
rather den taking these STRONG pills??
was at home for da whole dae...
how boring can i be...
no choice la..
reli beri sick... ....
whole body achg...
ma brain not wrkg oso...
evryg seem lyk DREAMG!!!
k la..
ma bed is callin mi..
i nit to rest... .... ....
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:38 AM

Friday, July 15, 2005

tired dae.........

haha.. its my off dae!
n... its over??
lyk wth hur??
so fast..
guess wad??
i finally went out myself!!!
hohoho.. my st time neh!!
hee.. went to town..
walk walk a lit..
was lookin da ppl ard mi..
its rather cool though..
but too bored le man..
so din walk for long..
haha.. went to collect my cert..
den mit bastard at pp!!
haf our dinner ter..
chit chat wif eleven for a while..
time still early..
so we decide to walk all da wae to siglap to look for beebee!!
hohoh.. slack at da big coffeeshop..
ooh ya.. den we saw da kopi aunty cryin..
so poor thang heh??
haiz..
den we slack ter bout 12??..
den headed our wae home..
haha.. was lookin for my o level cert..
cant rmb wer i hide it agn..
so drag until now den online..
playin solitaire now..
was tokin wif ris juz now..
haha.. dun be so moody ya??
dey bond to be ppl whu lyk to make thang diffcult for others!!
these ppl simply sux can!!
bud ters nuttin we can do..
dey r all sadist!!
we cant avoid cos dey r all ard us!!!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*@#$
so dun let tes kinda ppl affect our life!!!
yeah~ yeah~
juz be whu u r!!!
rmb?? lub mi for whu i m??
hee!!!
cheers to all da sadist out ter!!!
u ppl simply sux!!!
lalalalala~
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:08 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

love me for whu i m........

what m i to da ppl ard mi??
haha.. toopid que riz??
for those whu cal mi fren??
wad kinda fren m i??
for my parents...
diao~.. mom kip scoldin mi useless leh??
wad a mom riz??
wad to do..
useless mom gave birth to useless kid..
i muz be mad??
lolx...
dun reli noe what m i tokin now??
haha.. too bored i thk..
sitting in front of ma com doing NUTTIN!!!
cant slp..
im not thkg of anything..
but why i simply cant slp hur??
received quite a no. of email frm psb..
well.. hope my sch can start reli soon..
n for ma wrk...
as usual...
haha... simply sux!!!
can u imagin c-ing almost da same faces evrydae??
so bored!!!!!!
wad to do...
no $$$$$...
is either i play hard or wrk hard..
i cant play hard cos i dun hab da $$$$$!!!
but if i wrk hard???
i got no time to play!!!
wad da hell~
but wad to do..
tats life!!!!
those whu r readin tis now..
simply ignore tis post!!!
i got no idea wad im postin too..
pls love me for whu i m..
hee!!!...
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:41 AM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

coughin~~

...guess im sick!!!
m i goin to die??
haha.. how lame can i be!!
im not feelin well la..
cough here cough ter..
everywer cough cough..
dun lyk tis kinda feelin man!!!
hur hur.. ..
todae is onli tue leh?
long wae to go bf my off dae...
sick n tired le man!!!
n plss!!...
im childish n petty!!!!
dun ever provoke mi!!!
im super duper sensative k..
*nasty NASTY nasty*
oh ya..
juz realised im sooooooo FAT???
how huh??
seriouly nit to go on DIET le la...
die die...
no mor supper n soft drinks le..
too muchie.. too muchie...
rather fag more leh??
heh.. haha... im mad~~
k la.. gettin my ass out of here le..
seriously nit some rest...
~~sicky!!
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 11:54 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

i reli dunno wad im doin rite now.. sigh~

dun reli feel gud..
im simply so tired of so many thangz..
juz take wrk as an eg.
i dun understand why ters so many... ...
how shld i phrase it..
hmmm.. well..
wad i can sae is reality sux!!
somehow,i juz felt tat i dun belong to tis wrld??
is not da kinda life i want..
why cant everyone live peacefully together??
argh!!! someone pls kill mi can??
my wrkplace is reli gettin out of hand!!!
da new chf n william??
i reli got no idea whu to side??
both got their reasons...
is lyk sooo tense now???
wad m i suppose to do??..
dun wanna c any party get hurt or wadeva??
argh~!! kill mi ba...
not onli tes.. outside wrk oso lyk tat..
wads wrng wif all tes ppl??
... kaoz!!!!
jac?? enuff le la!!!..
lynn?? cant u juz let go??
ooh ya.. rayne din manage to get her pay on time..
dunno wads da thaiexpress ppl doin in da head office man??
gotta sign tis n tat??
rayne ar?? cool down la...
dun thk too far??...
get da pay le den forget bout evryg le ya??
hope cui n rayne will get da rite amount tis time..
reli so xin tong to c them so piss or upset abt it...
fight no mor ya??..
m i bein too soft hearted agn??
.... *slap*....
wad a hell m i doin..
im so freakin tired!!!
cant slp last nite...
still awake at 4plus???
lyk wad da hell??
beta get my ass out of here le la...
i nit a rest..
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 12:49 AM

Friday, July 01, 2005

nxt off dae--------sat!!!!

im sucha gud ger~
hee.. woke up rather early toddae..
went to bedok inter to buy bfast for ma mama!!!
imm sOOOO sweet riz?? keke..
wanted to go town alone!!!
haha.. for da beri ST time!!!
but guess wad??
dearest bastard cal~~~!!
spoiled ma whole plan!!
muahaha.. juz kiddin boy..
went to town..
shopped a lil..
saw loads of ppl..
all lyk soooooooo long din c dem le??
crapz a loads..
im so not in da mood of wrkg anymor man!!
one off dae is simply NOT ENUFF!!! ERRGH!!
SO LIFELESS .. sobz..
thot im gonna off 2 dae for da nt week..
chey.. lady boss forgot to edit la..
made mi soo hapi at st!!!
drah!!!!!!
but at least i got ma sat off!!
can go n c ENERGY!!
HEEHEE.. cant wait for tat dae to cum .. hohoh!
newae,at least i gotta mit ma close frenz.. lor,cui n bastard..
so overall my off dae wasnt tat bad..
reas xiaohuis blog..
find it rahter meaningful...

letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. "

............ i want many many off dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:07 AM