Tuesday, November 22, 2005

mai-a-hi mai-a-hu mai-a-ha mai-a-haha

boring boring...
it prove wad a boring person i am..
lalala~
i lub rainy dae!!
juz lyk now...
suppose to mit leo todae..
haha..
but too bad...
i gotta wrk u gotta shop...
thur will be miting him...
haiz...
ma textbook!!!
wer the da hell r u man!!!

well... nutting much to mention...
haf been quite a boring week..
wanna get ma hair cut soon...
wanna watch harry potter...
wanna go ktv...
wanna do so many thg///

oh ya??
suppose to continue ma previous post..
erm???
tats nutting much to sae anywae...
juz tat let things be wad it is now...
i'm enjoy being wif da ppl ard mi...
tats it...
mai-a-hi
mai-a-hu
mai-a-ha
mai-a-haha
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:21 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

im self-fish... i reli m...

met up wif ris n che after wrk..
well.. but guess wad??
haha///
on da wae ter karen n romeo were at da same bus stop oso!!!
howeva///
i thk tat karen dun dare t take da same bus as mi...
i so scary!!!
????
nahz...
let her be!!!
bleah!!!

back to supper!!!
can u imagine when three aquarius mit up??
lox...
all da thk alike n all da nonsense...
tok tok tok until 1 plus...

self-fish???
m i...
everyone is self-fish??
maybe not???
but im sure im one of them...
how self-fish can i be???
im hapi wif ma life now??
n so is hers??
i dun wanna spare ma precious time wif her???
cos i dun thk is worthy at all??
why nt worthy agn riz??
come to thk of tis..
is it fair to mi??
getin emo liao...
well... im stuborn...
yes..
i dun deny..


to be continued.....
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 12:09 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

eat slp eat slp....

wooot...
wad a dae man??
been slpg n eatg for da whole dae//
shit shit shit...
nutting happened!!
so... im gonna stp here..
tmr gonna wrk agn....
sian......
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:41 AM

Monday, November 14, 2005

im hungry!!!

argh!!!
regreted for nt eating!!!!
im damn hungry now???
how how???
*fainting*
ma hse got nutting to eat de leh???
sobz sobz
why why???
haha..
guess im mad!!
too hungry le la...
cant blame..

ok//
back to tok some sense...
eh?
wad to tok abt huh???
evrydae so boring la???
ooh ya!!
hapi bdae marry!!!
hee.. even i noe she wun read it...
well.. B cube share a box of merci..
a lil broke la...??
wrk was ok...
bascially boring!!!
tmr no sch!!!
well.. gonna miss eva..

o yes!!
i hate ppl whu break their promise!!
especially those tat i haf remind for dunno how mani times??
n is nt da st time can???
im tired all tes..
argh!!!
hack care le la..
trust mi man..

tmr goona be ma off dae...
gonna muggle in ma books!!
im hardwrkg yeah..

ciaoz.. gonna continue playg ma game..
nitez
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:29 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005

webbie webbie

wow///
din update for a beri long time liao...
haha...
guess wad???
im lyk a bird!!!
study week le...
fast leh...
thot of getting a new job leh
reli dun wanna stuck ter le la..
wad i meany was siglap!!!
so many unhapi memories...
haiz...
how???
shld i???
but orchard leh???
to be exact is wer?? tanglin???
haha... im not tat hardwrkg leh..
c how st la..

lets tok sth bout sch...
some of ma classmate is reli nice la..
but some simply... shldnt explain further...
hapi to noe some of the nice ppl ter..
at least nt tat kind tat make use of another//

k la.. its already 4plus!!!
even its holidae i still nit some slp...
tata///
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:43 AM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

im missing ah gong agn....

its now 4plus in da morning...
juz came across tis song...
actually heard of it mant times le...
but is onli until tis time den i notice da lyrics..

曲名：会有那么一天 歌手：林俊杰

一九四三 世界大战 阿嬤年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多 他们感情很深 但是爷爷
身负重任 就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬤一个吻
轻声说到 我要离去 別再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天 我们牵著手在草原
听鳥儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你
夕阳西下 鳥儿回家 阿嬤躺 在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很溫柔 看著爷爷
湿透的眼 握著他粗糙的手 阿嬤的泪水开始流 轻声说道

i teared...
i miss ma ah gong..
i reli do..
he is the most impt person in ma life..
no body can replace him.
who will u thk of bf u die??
im juz lyk a burden to him..
he was already veri sick at the point of time..
he asked mi to go n stay wif ma mom when he leave mi..
i told him i wuld rather stay alone...
he din die in peace..
all bcos of mi..
onli he can understand the shit,
tat i got frm ma dad's side when i was
forced to stay in clementi..
i can hardly go home..
da most twice a mth??
or even worse!!
physically n mentally tortured..
if im gonna stay wif ma mom...
i wont feel gud...
onli he can understand mi..
but i still ended up staying wif ma mom..
no choice..
she sold da house..

i miss da rice ..
da scoldg/nagging..
da voice..
da place where i cal home..
i simply miss him..
how??
sometime i wuld blame him for leaving mi alone..
how cruel can he be??
i miss ma ah gong..
can he hear mi??

if onli hes still wif mi..
i promise i wun be so tat rebellious..

until now,i still try to dial ma ah gong's no.,
hoping tat he wuld pick up the fone??
how silly can i be riz??
... i miss him
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 4:20 AM