Monday, January 31, 2005

was so hapi~ but... again!!!

mood was reli gud when i went shopping wif hui!!! bought a pair of jeans..(haha.. levis jeans got discount when u buy 2!!! 25% man!!) soo cool... took size 26 at st!!! but far too big?? den 25 still ok.. still got room... but i thk 24 too small for mi le!!! haha... so took da 25... hope it wun expand!!!!.. hab kfc for dinner.. da staff ter at suntec all so weird!!!???... saw a pink adidas jacket!!!! omg~ so nice!!! even its in pink colour..(not my type of colour la) but too ex le... haiz!!! no $$$$.... den went to bugis to try our luck!!! haha... too bad!! NOTHING at all... but hor!!! haha
my dearest hui so clumsy!!!!.. lolx! walk properly la!!!.. plz.. haha.. u noe wad im tokin abt!!! went to huis hse da coffee shop!! hab da fishball glassnoodles... yummy~ stay ter till bout 12?? den went home hapily le...
but things pissed mi off when i come online!!!.. so it was my fault to give u schedule everydae n anytime riz!!!!! OKAY!! fine.. im not tat kind tat push all da blame kind!! its all my fault!!!! hapi!!!! COOL riz~ so im actually so sucky hor!!!.. cannot wrk kind riz.. i appreciate it man!!! thanx leh!!!.. dae was lyk so cool n spoiled by THAI EXPRESS!! tmr still gotta wrk!!! when can i breathe man!!!... sobx
im not as hapi as how i used to be...
wad can i do man???...
sux!


nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:28 AM

Sunday, January 30, 2005

tryin to act as if nothin happened!!!!! so fake~

im so pissed after reading tis whoeva's blog!!! halo~ u were da one whu try to act kind k!!! still sae wad wanna chip in some money for mi to buy hp n stuff!!! so wad if u r RICH man.. shit u la~ u knew tat it was u riz... if i din find out.. wld u admit tat u were da one whu msged mi??? tryin to be funny!!!(dun wanna tell u whu am i~ nanny boo boo stuff).. u wont riz!!! i dun demend a SORRY frm u at all!!!!!!! is juz tat u still act KIND!!! u r so damn freakin fake!! im so pissed!!!!! wth~
wasnt so please at wrk!!.. my pay doesnt include others de lor!! but still gotta do their job!! so sickening!!!!! is it FAIR to mi too?? not at all!!! haiz.. my gang(LLC,LLS?? haven confirm yet..haha) so poor thing man!!! gotta suffer all these shit!!!! lucky tmr no nit to wrk!! can relac le!! haha... god bless rayne n liang ah soh man!!!


nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:03 AM

Saturday, January 29, 2005

im soOoO proud to be a KID~

wad a dae~ juz reached home frm work!!! kana shhoooottt lyk hell again~ wth.. im a kid!!! plz rmb... so guide mi ar?? i dunno wads wrong n riz man!!! ( it doesnt pay to be kind!!).. thanz leh!!!!! btw,im not treated as NEW hor..!! dun provoke mi!!! cos i got a gang!!!!!!.. lolx
currently usin da 8250!!! argh~ thanz to 93629718!!! thanx leh!!! w/o u.. i wun be usin tis fone!!! reli thanx leh!!! im so GRATEFUL man..!!! dun act blurr liao la~ its u lor.. thk i toopid issit!!! halo~!!! still wanna act to be kind!!! shit u la...
wanted a new fone soooo badly.. sobx!!
saw hes nick..(Really wish to express my feeling towards her, hoping she will accept me...lacking of courage)

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:34 AM

Friday, January 28, 2005

haiz.. lost my fone.. so sad~

lost my fone on da wae to wrk.. dunno which idiot msg mi bf tat~ otherwise my fone will be safely in da bag!!!.. i thk is a guy.. hes no. is 93629718!!! help mi look out k.. he tot u beri funny lyk tat!! dun wanna tell miwhu he is.. wad a dae.. haiz.. now i got no fone!!! im cut off frm da world liao.. damn bad luck man..
wrk wasnt tat gud~ was asked to push da sales of da orange card!(why mi??) gif mi extra burden onli.. manage to sell few la.. next week's schsdule is out~ halo!! worse den last week de lor!!!!!!! onli lyk 27hrs??.. wth~ if tis carry on riz.. useless no wrk ter la... waste of time onli.. pay lyk so lil somemore!!!.. gonna find a new job if tis continue..
i nit to get a new fone bcos of tis~ but i got no $$$$ at all.. fark lor!! din manage to find a spare one at da moment?? can anyone lend mi a fone?? o mine.....
da world is juz not riz.. everything is goin against mi at tis point of time~!! cmon la!!! give mi a break man!!!

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:20 AM

Thursday, January 27, 2005

cny sux~

argh!!! why we nit to celebrate cny????.. two more weekx to go!!! not a single thingy for cny!!! no $$$$$$... no time to shop too!! wth~wanna haf my hair cut.. cant dye my hair bcos of tat toopid job!!.. my adidas jacket!!! ipod!!! puma bag!!!! roxy bag!! envy mi(gucci)!! fcuk n stuff.. shit la... can i dun celebrate cny???.. shit lor..
lata cannot mit iris dey all for ktv le?? cant raise de $$$.. sori gal?? i will mit u on some other dae k??.. so SOOO so sian.. life is meaninless man(i noe wad im tokin abt! dun correct mi even if u dun agree).. im juz sooo sOOO Soo bored...
rico: hab not been gud recently??promise to bring u go gaigai soon k? sori darling!
iris: sori dear..i will mit u again ya? enjoy k?
da four of us: when r we goin to mit man?? reli gota wait until my bdae ar???
bastard: long time no slack le leh! c when free k?
beenbeen: we r so near yet so far???
whoeva god: can u be kind enuf to drop some $$ frm da sky!!! PLS...

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:50 PM

surpise!!

guess wad.. haha... i now at rayne's hse.. lolx! went to iris's hse to gif her a bdas surpise in advance.. hee! hope u luv it gal.. bought her a icecream care lor!! omg.. haha.. so yummy!!..
tmr will be goin ktv wif them.. after work lor.. haha!! confirm beri tired de.. hopefully not?? (god bless).. nuttin much to mention oso?? not in da mood to blog leh?? dunno why either?? maybe im too broke le.. haha! ok.. continue again*

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:50 AM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

toopid blackies!

f**k man.. those blacky again~ cant finish wrk on time bcos of them !!!... wth~ delay lyk hell kind.. so toopid can!! sian lor.. but still manage to reach home early.. haha.. din slack ter for long.. took a cab to wrk again.. haha.. so lazy lor! im not late leh.. jux tat im lazy!!! (waste of $$$$)
fcuk havin a sale!!! wanna get some stuff ter.. but broke lyk hell le.. how man!!! not even a thing for cny!!! shit lor.. dicsman oso spoil le.. no $$ for mp3!! argh!! ipod.. i will wait.. wait long long.. sobx! my puma bag.. byeeeee! not reli in da mood to blog la.. so sad.. will blog again when im feelin beta~
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:17 AM

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

omg~ dun come near mi PLSSSS!!

igen's staff so er xin lor... todae one of da staff waited outside for mi man!! ask mi to go supper... cmon la~ plz let mi off!!.. i beg u..!! eeeEE.. went for supper at raynes hse ter.. halo~ can da both of u stop payin for mi... so pai seh lor.. if tis carry on.. next time dun dare to go out if u guys le.. nothin much to mention bout wrk.. haha.. business wasnt tat gud la.. slack lyk hell kind.. oh ya~ thanz rene for da cig n pup??.. so kind of him to buy presents for almost everyone?? hee.. but hor?? i dun smoke tat kind de?? lolx... tmr nite shift again?? imran will be doin closin oso.. sian half man.. hope tmr everythin will be fine.. god bless!
saw hes nick.. hmmm.. wondering if he was tokin bout whu im thkin..( regrets filled me when i recalled the time when i fail to express my feelings for you... )

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:19 AM

Sunday, January 23, 2005

REALITY

time reli flies.. in 2 weeks time.. i will be 18!!!now tat im turnin 18,i hope i was 8 years or beta..
i dun wanna grow up and mature along da wae..
i dun wanna noe wats right and wrong..
i dun wanna thk too deep into things..
i dun wanna face da real world...
i wanna be as naive as a lil gal..
as ignorant and as playful lyk how i used to ??
am i bein too sensitive???...
i hate those whu r insensitive...
i hate it when ppl dun thk for others..
i hate to hate people...
BUT i cant help it..
im full of hatred and anger..
My life,
no longer shining,
no longer living for myself..
i haf to bear in mind da concerns of others..
i haf to rmb tat i am not alone..
i hate to mature..
i hate to feel so insecure..
i hate to grow n turn old...

been thkin too much recently..
reality SUX!
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:47 PM

yummy~ so full man..

jux reached home frm 85.. haha.. supper!!!! so cool~.. wif rayne n liang ah soh.. haha.. business was BAD.. role cal sux.. kena shooted dunno how many freakin times... haiz.. wad a dae... but at least da super was great!!! heh hey.. tmr off .. haha.. its been a while man.. lalala~
mitin my sistas later on~ heh .. 123 gathering!!!.. so long din mit liao man.. miz da good old daes man.... miz my b2 oo... miz da dae when we all went to 666 n fags.. afraid of police.. scare da teachers will come n spot check n stuff.. haha.. tat wad reli stupid.. but whu cares..

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:24 AM

Saturday, January 22, 2005

SoOo piss at wrk!!

wad a dae!! kana scolded by tis grp of toopid blacky vegetarian!!!!.. wth~ im so mad!! dey fark mi upside down man.. whu da hell dey thk dey r!! i do respect vegetarian.. but.. halo~ tis grp of blackie sux to da core!!!! dun deserve my respect at all... go eat shit la.. no class!!! was in a beri bad mood... go n die la... i noe its our fault la.. but do dey nit to be so unreasonable... left w/o payin!!! 300 over man... kitchen la!! still dare to sae dat da food is vegetarian de.. tat yue xiang oso din c properly bf he serve da food.. but not his fault lor.. poor him.. got a warning letter bcos of tat.. enuf of all tes liao.. otherwise i will explode!!
to bastard: sori cant mit u tmr le.. other dae k~
to rayne: thanx man.. cya tmr at wrk..
to those blackies: U PPL SUX!
to myself: chill man..
hope tmr will be beta...
next week schedule is out.. will de workin everydae for nite shift!!.. onli sun is off..
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:15 AM

Friday, January 21, 2005

Im OPEN~ heh hey!! Learn frm mi man.. hohohoh

ters alwae sth wrong wif tis toopid blog man.. cant blame!! haha~ cos im a com idiot!!.. haha !! (heng i got xianhui man! my soOoO cal "com expert"!!.. lolx) .. OOoOoh ya~ Karen sae tat im OPEN !! haha.. n soOo PLS learn frm MI.. lol! dun thk too far.. not tat 'kind' of open hor... Mahaha.. Work wasnt bad todae.. first tome openin man!!.. so many thingy dunno how to do.. haha!! n YA, terS tis bastard cal yuexiang.. he used da tray to knock on my head man.. wth!!! FARK him lor.. I HATE U !!!.. BE CAREFUL WHEN U R CROSSIN DA ROAD!!!.. Did i mention bout jianwei?? another new staft frm thai express??.. he send mi to da bus stop.. haha.. so kind of him riz.. hab been workin splite shift for 2 dae le... TIRED lyk hell can.. lucky tmr nite shift man~ .. will be workin wif rayne n liang AH SOH.. haha.. cant wait to c dem... hee!
2more dae to our 123 gathering le.. finally man~ CANT wait to c u gals.. im comin~

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:50 AM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

bored~

went to mit my teeweebee bf work! haha.. to collect da can thingy.. loads man!! few thousands... ! Thanx beebee!!!! Nothin much to tok about~~... OOOhh ya.. Rene(new guy at wk) waited outside da store for mi!!! OMG!!.. HAha.. ask mi whether tmr wanna go black 2geter... Cant he juz ask bf tat riz.. so toopid of him to wait outside!! haha... too bad~ cant go.. haiz... SIAn.. Tmr gotta do opening!! .. Gotta wake up early!!!!! HOPEFULLY wont be late for wk.. thai express!! wait for mi to come..

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 6:55 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

fire noodle!! nice~~

eached home frm work!! not a bad dae.. Role cal wasnt tat bad..(at least karen din scold scold).. Ters tis new guy(rene).. Tot not bad lookin(karen sae de la)... haha.. lolx!.. those shy lyk hell kind can.. Hab Fire noodle for staff meal.. YUMMY~!!.. (worth da $$$)..!! MY TOE.. Still hurts lyk hell... Hope tmr will be beta!!

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 5:32 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005

finally.. after sooo long!! thanx to xianhui..

heh hey!! my blog more presentable liao~ All thanz to xian hui man!! Haha.. thanz loads my dear!!! but u noe wad... lolx.. haha.. tis computer expert is not tat great afterall!!!!!!! laLaaLa~~ but all da credit still goes to her!! Thanx man!

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 6:56 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

some ppl jux piss mi off!.. wad a dae!!

sometime i jux dun understand wad ppl r thkin man.. wth!! im gonna wash moi hand off it.. i swear..

nalanalaa na tried to smile on 5:07 PM