Tuesday, June 28, 2005

My love，晚安 就别再为难 别管我会受伤
想开 体谅 我已经习惯 不然又能怎样？

这个城市太会说谎 爱情只是昂贵的櫥窗
沿路华丽灿烂 陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当

竟然以为你会不一样 但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷 虚构出的温暖
沒理由能撑到天亮

前进 转弯 我跌跌撞撞 在这迷宫打转
死心 失望 会比较简单 却又心有不甘

这个城市太会伪装 爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后 却把灯忘了关 让梦作得太辉煌

以为能够留你在身旁 但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫做好聚好散

别说你对我感到愧疚 别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走
请你不要安慰我

My love，晚安 别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:08 AM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

... dissapointed

... dissapointed.. wif losta thg.. i feel lyk cryin..
n i m.. now...
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 3:12 AM

is my off dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalala... wrk was lyk so slack??
haha.. by 9 aredi no ppl le!!!!
hohohooo...
oh ya.. my bastard came to collect hes sinky uni..
den he bought mi watermelon lime frreeeeeeeezze??
juz a casual remark actually...
hee.. so sweet of him riz??
to be exact... is STUPID!!!
haha.. juz kiddin..
thanz bastard..
we went to da big coffeshop n slack all da wae until 515??
cRapS.. playin wif ma fone..
btw.. thanz auntie..
if not.. i wun find out tat how tat someone thk of mi man!!
so im actually usin ur $$ all along la!!!
wad a reason for all tes now!!!
GOD BLESS man..
how cum i dunno ..
anyone out ter agree wif him??
if sooooooooo!!!!!
PLS pls PLS!!!
leave a msg in ma tag board!!!
to tat some1..
a big THANK to u too!!
i juz relised im such a BICETH..
for ur info!!!
its not ma style at ALL!!
for those whu noe mi??
pls speak for mi??..
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:24 AM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

when is my off dae man!!!

can onli off after tmr!!!
argh~ im so super tired le la...
sobz sobx..
frm last tue leh??
gonna slp lyk hell on thur!!!
i dun care.. haha..
aniwae i got no $$$ to go out either..
hee.. won lyk 10plus plus todae??
can buy a pac of fag la..
oh ya.. went to mit ris on mon nite..
somewer near her place la..
we were lyk *crap CRAP n crapZZZ!!!
HEE.. hapi la.. chit chat wif my lamebo..
but oso dunno unitl when den we can mit agn!!
soon k??..
cant sae all tes to fast..
otherwise others will scold mi la..
still got many ppl yet to mit man!!!
paiseh paiseh!!
soon la soon la??..
im gettin my pay on da 27th!!
gonna pamper myself wif losta stuff!!
*bleah bleah*
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:43 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005

tired dae.........

bz not tat bad??
so tired can..
den went to mit rayne n cui for supper??
..saw romeo(tx's chef)??
he was wif her gf??
quite preety leh..
den he was lyk so shy can??
haha.. so funny...
din slack for long..
cui n i gotta wrk n rayne gotta sch..
but rayne still take da effort to send mi home??
hee.. so touchie??
well.. tis is den wad i cal fren??
even when shes tired.. she stilll send mi home...
din tell mi tat she nit to go home to keep clothes nor wadeva lor..
haha!!!..... but too bad la..
i gotta go home n take care of lil bros!!!
wahaha.. lame..
i still can mit fun of all tes...
tis prove wad??...
im no longer affected??...
as for rayne...
well... since TE can cut cost until hire another staff..
n it was u whu resign??
haha.. its obvious le wad??
whus da childish one..
but hor?? we oso childish enuff to be affected in da st place??
but no longer... hohoho!!
beebee will be wrkin tmr??
n weng oso..
wun be tat tirin ba??
cool... will be mitin jeff for supper tmr i thk??
hmm.. haben confirm ya? lets c how ba...
i beta get my ass out here le..
so shag man!!!
.......... dreamland~
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:37 AM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

TOOPID atm!!.. ate my card!! ergh~

wrk wasnt tat bad??
.. hee.. so touch can??
one of my lady boss atually use her shrewl to cover mi while i was slpin??
sooooooooooooo warm.. keke!!
den received a msg frm william..
stuff lyk thanx for da effort n im appreciated??
its lyk so cool can..
reli felt so appreciated??...

but guess wad??
da toopid ATM ate my card!!!
argh!!!
already no much $$$ inside le..
still wanna ATE my card??
wth!!! im pissed man..
thk tmr gotta go pp to replace it..
sian man!!!
im broke lyk no mamas' business le la..
still got 11 more dae bf i can get my pay??
well.. gonna budget lyk hell le...
guess my bastard wun wanna mit mi oso..
haha.. cos he sae he dun lyk da 'broke' mi??
beri bad of him riz....
k la.. gtg le..
playin game wif my chelle..
tata~
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 12:34 AM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

hab a great time wif 123..

hee.. was suppose to mit hui n chelle at 2??
n.. i was late..
haha!! as usual...
so we went to find da jie wif da cake??
hohoho... surpised??..
den we went for movie at cine..
da show tat i wanted to watch .. monster-in-law!!!
so funny!!!
smuggled losta tibits into da cinema..
so full.... our main purpose lyk pinic??
not movie??
after movie.. we went to thaiexpress at citylink..
haha.. juz becos of da complimentary dessert??
dunno wad dey thkin man..
n i hab fried prawn glassnoodle n water melon lime freeze...
nuttin ter interest mi la.. no choice..
so eat da SAME thing agn..
went to slack for a while..
took losta pics..
hab fun!!
.. well.. its been a whlie since we last gather wad...
halo galz~ not tat i dun wanna go out wif u guys??
bz wif wrk??.. n i admit i oso lazy durin my off dae la..
hee?? as i sae.. we shall mit SOON agn la??
tmr gotta wrk agn.. haha!! sian man!!!
wad to do.. no $$$$$..
well... gonna tell dione soon tat im gonna convert to part time le..
reli no life ter..
n oso bcos.... shall not sae it here...
oops!! its already 2plus!!!
beta get my ass out here..
otherwise cant catch da bus tmr le la.....
bye peepz!!!
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:07 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

hapi bdae da jie!!!!!!!

yeah!! st of all.. wanwan da jie!! hapi bdae..
will be goin out wif my 123 lata to celebrate da jie's bdae..
its been while since we last met??
tmr gonna be fun!!!!!!!!! hee...

OoOoH ya!!! guess wad?? im goin to da enerry's concert on da 9th july!!!
hApi HaPi haPI..!!!
BUT.. tis timr round no more rock area le..
a lil ... far behind??
cos no gud seat le??
still.. at least still get to c dem la..
cant wait for da dae to come...
well.. tis oso gonna mark da end of all da quenin up n stars-chasin le??
those were da daes..

as for wrk...
evrythin is gettin beta??
haf losta fun wrkin wif william..
hes so funny can??...
fun lovin person...
hohoho.. so cool...

k la.. dunnno wad to blog abt le..
shall update soon!!!
tkcr peepz!!
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:25 AM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

i noe u will read tis....

i thk its time to end everythin........
no more blog's war..
bangin of one another...
enuff of all tes...
nuttin gonna chgn da fact tat u've chng...
to a stranger tat we totally dunno..
no one to blame..
blame myself for bein such a fool all tes while...
lyk wad rayne sae..
maybe im juz too soft-hearted..
i admit u r da winner of tis game..
cos da 3 of us were deeply hurt...
no one can understand how we felt...
go ahead n tell others wad we hab done to u...
i told myself not to be affected by it anymor...
wad for riz??..
its not as if we cantt live w/o anyone...
learnt my lesson..
a harsh one...
all of us noe da outcome riz frm da start..
n its all expected..
everythin is over............
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 11:52 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

evrything gotta come to an end.......

before i wanna tok bout serious stuff.. let mi sae sumthin beri beri BERI important st......
HAPI 18TH BDAE MY DEAREST BASTARD!!!
haha.. went to mit him n butch juz now... wif rayne,cui n BLACK podle.. wahaha!
bought some muffin n manage to get a candle frm haggen daz??
sort of lyk a mini surpise??
haah.. tmr gonna mit my Bs agn for bastard's bdae celebration..
rayne ar, thanz a loads for sendin da Bs home?? so pai seh man..
well.. we r frm da same GANG rmb??..
nuttin gonna seperate da 3 of us..
even we no longer wrk at da same place..
da bond between us will nv be less..
especially after TIS stupid incident...
indeed we gotta THANKZ sam..
ters a loads of thg tat i wanna clarify too..
st of all,da trap thing was written by mi.. not rayne!
if u got any doubt bout tat.. pls check my blog on da june 6 agn!
so da trapped within myself was tokin abt mi..
so wads ter to be trapped within abt??
why dun u draw up a list of how dey influence mi??
or maybe i shall draw up a list of how tat karen influence instead..
bet u muz be freakin piss cos i drag ur close fren down riz..
ya close fren..
INFLUENCE??.. now i recal.. ters one thing dey did influence mi..
n is.. USED to close to u..
ooh.. i realise tat da wae we treat our close/true frenz is totally different..
do u rmb tat u actuallt deleted many of ur previous entries juz in case karen will go n c??
hide here n ter juz not to let karen c tat u were wif us at da coffeeshop..
i wun do such thing to my gang..
is ter a nit to??
i dun wanna hear any more shuff lyk how my presence alone makes a lot of difference to u...
ur shld sae all tes to ur beautiful instead..
which i bet u've told her..
as u haf sae.. since u had made a turn WHICH u thk is riz..
i hf no riz to comment..
now tat u r soooooo close to her..
doesnt mean tat u got da riz to bang my gang riz??
haf da 3 of us done anythin unfaithful to u??..
A big NO!!!
i dunno how many unpleasant stuffs karen n u haf tok behind our back..
i regret bein nice to u guys..
im juz lyk a fool..
makin fun of myself..
well.. im stupid i guess..
i hv learn da lesson..
maybe bein nice to da 2 of u is da price for da lesson..
btw.. i'll ask my lil bros to grow up faster so i nit not haf to come home n take care of them anymore...
thanz for da reminder..
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:20 AM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

rayne's here to blog again..
to sheena's pal...yes...jus ignore tis again...
hmmm..
oh well....so u admit ure a hyprocrite..not to her...but to us la..
COZ IT HAS TO BE THE TRUTH OR BY NOW UVE BEEN BURNED...WHHAHA...
den wat for ask me to look into the mirror when u did admit?
come on man...stop being so contridicting la.....
n pls...u dun hav the right to call me lor...ok?e name's lorraine.
n dun bring cui in...ITS ALL JUS ME RITE?
draw la...list down alll....
everyone wans to c man...
pls la....u wun hav a chance to explain la...
after doing all these...u tink she will even meet u????u tink she EVEN WANS TO HEAR UR VOICE????
haha....
oh SINCE U TINK U SO DAMN RITE...GO BACK TO UR GOD LA..
AT LEAST HE WILL TEACH U RIGHT N WRONG...
right frm the start...u started all these...
n fancy u being so old already...still doing all these childish things..
so gong si bu fen...still mus get her to msg me such things...
pls la...u tink i'll believe???
still can act so fake inside...
its ok...i will find out wats happening...
wan sack jus say...dun hav to cock up some stupid lame excuse saying wat cut cost..
wateva shit...BULLSHIT LA...
its alrite...u tink i will still go back n work meh??
or c u both getting so damn fake..
tell her....in the 1st place....I DIN WAN GO BACK WORK..
n tat time she not enuff ppl ok....
SHE HERSELF SAID TAT....when i went back...still ask me work more....NO MEH???
pls la...another fake side of u both...
DUN SAY AS THOU I CANT LIVE WITHOUT TAT PLACE...
yes...my fwens did ask her to ask me go back work..
BUT I DIN SAY AT ALL....I WAS THE ONE WHO WANS GO BACK WORK OK?
fucking hell..
put words into ppl's mouth r u both specialist man..
u both same la....super contridicting..
1st can say tis thing.....den after awhile say the opposite n bang urself....
tats like so funny.....wahhahahahhaha......
worst of...u still gotta add in our names...
wat r u trying to do.??? get sheena back to u???
pls la...look at urself into the mirror ok?
sheena oso cant believe such person she noe will do such things....
fine sheena....lets prove to him...we dun talk for awhile.....
c if by then u got change...TO THE WAY HE NOES U...THE WAY U WERE NOT INFLUENCED BY US...(if there is la)
tis is afterall....ur motive in doing all these rite?
its ok...i noe the feeling of likin but not being able to do anything..
c la....c without us....wat will happen lor...
let time prove everything...
now tat u oso admit ur being fake to us.....is e truth wat..
if not...URE BEING BURNED TWICE ALREADY...wahahahhaha....
haha....den i can say...ur actin skills are really super good...
can fight wif karen's one already..
but its alrite la.....seeing all these...
everything has come to an end...u dun start..
i wun say anythin...
in brief....all these can jus show how childish u both are...
both add up already how old still wana do such things....
wonder when u all will grow up..
out of tis...but since u cant stop...
den i shld defend for myself rite???
at least i dun need other ppl to HELP ME DEFEND....HAHA..
unlike.....u noe who...
so tired of getting all these everyday...
i believe ur so fuckin bored u do all these..
but its ok la...bring it on...
i got the time to entertain u...
coz all these wun affect my daily life....coz it dun mean a shit no more....
now i realised how come they both hav less fwens....
i seriously duno ur motive in doing all these.....
wan leave can jus leave like tat...but u gotta do all these frm the start...
wat for...
haiz.......maybe i gotta thank u...thank u for doing all these....
made our gang closer....made us understand wats r true fwens...
made us c tat neither will leave to side others..
neither will betray....
haha...so happy now.....
nothing can get into our way....maybe its jus a generation gap...
sheena....i got nothing to say le leh....u continue ba..
guess u will hav more things to write den me...haha..
tis one not shooting at me le...
so i blog shorter...ok la..i shall stop now...
ciaoz...
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:15 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

so wth did dey influence ..i wanna noe.......

i noe tat u r online now.. its juz tat u din sign on to msn.. well.. fine!!
riz frm da start.. i dn thk dey did influence mi at all??.. in wad sense??..
ask urself.. da wae u tok to karen n us is totally diff.. juz take last fri as an eg..!! ters bascially nuttin for us to tok abt... is onli when karen APPEAR.. den u started to tease her n etc.. happily tokin lyk i dn exist??.. shld haf go home straight away.. da wae u tok to her n mi is totally diff can??.. since u noe u wun haf da mood nor wadeva.. why did u ask mi to eat ice-cream in da st place?.. can u tell mi wad exactly went wrong??.. n oso wad n how dey influence mi.. if dey reli do?? i wun actually go n comfort karen when she is down n wadsoeva??.. sometimes when rayne is so pissed wif karen.. i will oso sae stuff lyk karen is stressed tats why she did tes n tat??... as for da GOOD FREN thing.. i admit tat i did ask karen to ask rayne to go back n help.. n oso asked rayne to go back n help karen.. hopin tat both side can gain?? but im wrg.. maybe im da one whu let rayne suffer frm all tes shit??
so im actually da hypocrite la??..is tat wad u were tryin to sae??
if tats so.. im reli SORI.. CAN??.. MAYBE im too soft heartd at times..
now den i realised tat all da thins tat i did .. bfast? liang cha??.. maki??.. food n stuff??.. is to bribe u??..
as for trapped
myself? wad r u tryin to imply??... do u noe how hurt i m after seein all tes.. maybe i still dunno u well.. or in fact 'i dunno u at all'..
so all da stuff u haf been tellin mi all tes while is fake?? even ur blog??
"'ve told you all along that i'm serious about you,
and everything i've told you it's really really true;
i may joke and laugh with everybody else,
but only with you my heart truly swells;
i may be nice to everyone i know,
but i never treat anyone like i treat you so;
i dunno what u think of it,
but i'm genuine every single tiny bit;
i know i'm limited in many many ways,
but i only wish you joy every single day;
cross my heart and hope to die,
to you alone i never lie;
it's you who make the sun of my world shine,
the wind so soft, the rain so kind;
to see of yours the happy smile,
i'll crawl a thousand and a mile..."

i miss my sam.. da old him.. at least at tat point of time i dunno tat he is fake........
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 1:07 AM

Monday, June 06, 2005

to whom it may concern...
dun be mistaken.....its rayne here to blog..
i duno wat has happened...
suddenly i felt like im back in sec sch..
when they write down a list of stuffs wanting to shoot u..
den get u out...for confrontation.....
seriously...im back at it....
i noe i can handle it....its jus tat....
i will tear....for a part of me really had a fwenship wif u...
according to wat i noe..
its jus tat faithful day i on the fone wif her..
telling her everything abt wats happening to the outlet....
to tink i was upset of y all became like tat....so
jus saying out wats happening...
to tink she did tell u wat ive said...
actually its no big deal..jus to say tat becoz of ur attitude and then u were close to others already.....we din wana talk much..
and not....DUN TALK TO U at all.....get it right.
ive not sure WAT THE HACK she has add in n tell u....
jus like e fone thing...she probably told u i scolded over the fone..
but did she tell u she slam down e fone on me???
u din noe until i told u rite.....tis goes to show..
she only SELECT the things she wana say....JUS FOR UR INFORMATION.....
...im not good at words......admit it...ure dead good at it...
but den again...jus speak to the point..
wateva we told u....guess its no longer a secret to her..
n all the saving of whichever ass is no longer a big deal...
come to say it...if u said all along u din change..
tat means all along...uve been FAKE TO us? ok...at least not to sheena rite???
come on man...face the fact....
ya so wat we are not out long for workin life?
so wat we are jus greenhorns?
if tis is the way u guys work....i can name a few other tat is much better then there ok??? dun say singapore....jus within the 9outlets..
den again....dun compare....FINE...WIF TAT...
ya when there's trouble we come out...fight for our rights...
when we dun.....we dun ask u out jus for slack????
or izit u mean fri and sat was a total fake????
OK....TAT EXPLAINS HOW COME I WAS NOT BEING EXPLAIN ABT ALL THE WRONGS...
firstly....did anyone told her the situation in the morning???
did u all even ask alvin wat happen....y so many things was not done???
in the 1st place...i did cut e watermelon..it was enuff..
how to noe in the afternoon all was sold? next...the tea..
i did ask alvin....DO U ALL NOE IT???
the fruits...I ASKED AH PONG TOO.....DO U ALL NOE IT???
come on man.....ASK HER LA....SHE NOE OR SHE DUNO.....
fine if she has more too add...yes..the fact is tat only i noe bar then.....but did u all ask??????
coz when i came in...ALVIN WAS THE ONE FIXING THE BAR....
do u all noe taT???its only at 12 den i took over to do the drinks order...
fine if u din noe....STILL SAID MUS C STIUATION.....SO MUCH FOR SAYING TAT...
tat totally CLEAR my doubts...of how come U DIN TELL HER tat in the moring..
we were busy cleaning all the water,smells, spills???
CLEAR My thots of how come all the conversions i asked u..
u simply jus WUN EVEN REPLY.....
CLEAR me of how come u will make silly STUPID lame REMARKS TO HER??
oh....yuan lai ru ci.....oh well....it totally cleared me....
be gratful i din say a word at all tat day.....not even to show my face...
i dun mind then only could talk to kitchen staffs....maybe it was too busy either...
but still c u 3 can LAUGH TAT LAUGH TALK TAT TALK....
pls la...ppl running like mad...u 3 jus there like tat...
tis is the kinda manager we got there....yes....
got time to tease make stupid comments...bring urself so low.....
i kept all the fire within me....im very proud to be able to do tat then...
nevertheless....SHE WAS BEING FAKE WHILE TRYING TO TALK TO ME EITHER...
ok...enuff of tat...maybe then when was a slamp...shld hav jus walked out...
COME ON MAN......URE THE ONE WHO ASKED ME COME BACK HELP...
TIS IS THE KINDA THING U GUYS ARE GETTING BACK AT ME..
dun worry i can take it....
ask urself...if not for the last min of those 3att ppl..
will u hav enuff staffs? yes u can say can transfer ppl over..
wateva....admit the fact...how many ppl can work here for long???
how many can stand her? how many can stand her being so LIKE TAT??
is tis e kinda manager it shld be????
dun tell me abt how it was in the past...
come on...she's the one who decides its for her own good...for not letting ppl say she favorisium....
she let go....we're not in the wrong...
U SAID WE MAKE USE OF U....
tell me.....OR SHLD I SAY.....ASK URSELF....USE UR GOD DAMN BRAINS....
wat do u have for us to make use of.???TELL ME???I REALLY WANA NOE..
IF U GOT THE MONEY...??? IF U GOT THE POWER...den fine i hav nothing to say..
PLS LA...WAT DO WE STAND TO GAIN IF WE USE U????NOTHING...A BIG NO....
can u at least use ur brains....b4 u get brainwashed???
if we really wana use u...den we wuld bother talkin to u frm the start...AT ALL...
but did we?????
bet u forgotten y u din get ur $50bucks jus for letting ppl eat...
when now....wateva time u come u oso can eat...WORST STILL....COOKED BY HER..
so much for tat...
not worried if u will tell her to read tis....not worried u tell her everything..
I BET U SURE WILL....ITS ALRITE...NOW IVE SEEN THE TRUE U..
it jus really pains me to get to noe all these..
really in a shock....too shocked i mus say..
afterall...ure the one who taught me when i 1st stepped into SIGLAP...
well...after saying all those...dun worry....
we wun influence sheena....its up to her if she wans to talk to us....
dun make us like some sinners.....come to tink of it..
if we were NV CLOSE.....maybe all these will NV HAV A CHANCE TO HAPPEN EITHER...
nothing to blame...no one to shoot....
u noe...we noe.....
maybe i gotta thank u...for letting me c..
all these TRUTH in u....tat I'LL NV EVER EXPECT..
or maybe everyone did take each other for granted....
for granted tat u will always be a fwen....
e least expected person to do such things to me....its ok...
pls la...tis kinda thing...dun tink everythin is new to me..
at least for tis kinda thing....i've been thru worst...we shall c...
YA...LET TIME PROVE U EVERYTHING...
U WILL DEN C....ALL THE HYPOCRITES IN THE WORLD UNITE...AT SIGLAP...
or shld i say...u r one too....
tat's y i said guys cant be trusted...i thot ure different....
I THOT WRONG...
alrite...back to sch...
will be back for more...gonna grab some food..
sheena's pals...jus ignore tis entry..its not for u guys..
xiao hui:: yoz...dun be shocked...yes...its him...the him u kinda noe too...
at least i still hav u hui...

so im here to add on...(nana)
well.. i alwae thk tat we 'were' reli FRENS...
but its onli until now tat i realise u thk we were actually onli makin use of u??
im hurtz..
so wads da point to act..
u shld haf told mi earlier...
so we can actually dun bother u...
is ter any real friendship in us??
so it was my fault to wait for u after wrk...
ask u to chat tt chat , luff tat luff n fag tat fag when da weather were gud??
aint i stupid enuff to fall into tis toopid trap..
rmb all ur msges..
sincer?? serious?? truly??
i doubt so.......
my heart tear.......
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 9:48 AM

i nit some slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sooo tired!!!! sales not bad.. but im tired!!! hungry too.. but ate a lot in da afternoon le?? guess wad?? rayne n cui actually came all da wae down to look for mi when dey were lyk to nit to go wrk?? which is near my wrk place?? .. thanz guys.. but sori?? gotta wrk ot so cant leave on time?? nxt time ya??.. *felt so lub*
oh ya.. wanna tok bout FREAKCOs!!!
HMMM. wher shall i start... .... .....
haha.. dunno wer to tok frm leh??
nahz mind.. shall tok bout it nxt time.. haha.. pspsps??
btw.. ters tis person tat i noe..
hmmm.. how to phrase it..??
tis *I..i find *I totally bian le...
well.. sort of lyk brain wash le.. maybe??
im not gonna bother bout it anymor..
ters tons of things tat i cant sae it here..
but... halo?? wads wrong wif u man!!
i oso cant sttand it lor..
ya la.. go back to tat side la..
lets c can last for how long!!!


LAODELI!!!.. i noe la.. june10!!! dun wry man..
ok.. gotta wrk on my stuff..
shall continue soon..
take care pepz
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 12:13 AM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

m i livin in my own wrld??

getttin tired of evrythin...
im tired...
mentally...
ters so many thinz out ter botherin mi....
i feel lyk cryin..
im so damn freakin helpless..
i miss my dad.. badly!!!
my grandpa..
123..
Bs..
evry1..
enuff of all these..

juz reached home not long ago..
haf prata wif rayne n cui ..
wrk was lyk so bz..??
.. haiz..
but at least supper was great..
oh ya!!! went for a spin on rayne's van!!!
so cute man..!!
n im lyk a jail-bird..
haha.. sittin at da bad seat.. hoho!!
was fun man..
oh ya..
received some msgs frm sum1..
do u thk ters a nit for all tes shit after so long??
cmon la.. wads da point man??
juz sae mi childish or wadeva..
whus da one whu is alwae ter when da ppl ard abandon u??
whus da one whu paid for all da stuff when u dun haf da $$??
whus da one whu actually gif u a line to use when u dun haf one??
whus da one whu tat will alwae mit u when u nit sum1 to tok to??
im sure im one of those few..
but wad did i get in da end??
nuttin..!!!
so wads da point now tellin mi tat u still care for mi??
i dn wish to tok abt it anymor..
juz wad da shit m i man??
come to mi onli when ters no one out ter for u??
now den i realise im so.... ....
i hack care le la!!!
wads da use bein so kind...


ters so many FAKECO out ter...
so many ppl ard mi..
im gonna mention some of them in my nxt entry!!
plz stay tune..
haaha!!! im lame...
nalanalaa na tried to smile on 2:02 AM