Thursday, July 05, 2012

2012

Yes. It's the yearly post agn.. I started this blog when I was merely 18? And now I'm in my mid 20s.. That's how time really files.

So what happened from last year July till now? A lil update..

I'm still stuck in the same event company (the reason why I used stuck in this content it's bcos it's sucks!). For career it's pretty stagnant, i don't know what i want and I'm not sure I can get the same amount if im to go outside. But one thing for sure, I still slog like a cow.. Nothing much to comment, I'm still as bz as ever. I went for my first biz trip - Jarkata. Was meant for 2, together with my boss but she went off on the third day and I stayed alone for the next 2 days. A very different lifestyle I would say? I think i properly get a heart attack if I am to work there. Pace is far too slow.. So so slow that I though I alrdy spent weeks there. Perhaps is their culture? I nvr like to drag my things.. They take it too slow. And for the first time in my life, I missed my flight! Was stuck in the jam for a good 3hrs30mins! That's enough for me to fly from Singapore to Jarkata and Jarkata back to Singapore. And I spent 200plus from my own pocket to come home. That's how stingy my company is despite it wasn't my fault.. And also bcos of this trip, I allow myself to fall into the scary deep graveyard agn. Why did I believe in those cheap words agn? Hasn't I told myself not to? Not for once but many times.. Hurting someone and in return being hurt. Who to blame, no one but Sheena Chai.

Yes, I was hurt another time by the same person. The damage is so huge that words are really cheap to me now. Never was i someone who believes in happily ever after, but this whole incident made me realised that how much impact one can made with the words that was said when one was confused and in despaired. I allowed myself to do that.. I Thot I really meant Sth but I was not, how devastated I was.. Only I know the pain. The Phuket trip was the worst trip ever. I pick myself up.. But the damage will nvr be healed.

Im grateful for the bunch of great friends around me. As usual, I'm not the sort who like to disclose my feelings. But best distraction is to let yourself occupy with activities!

Kampong - yes my 637. I was very proud to say that the 17 of us went batam in my previous yearly affair post didn't I? But, it's no longer the same as before. People no longer take the efforts to appear at bday celebrations or gatherings anymore. The days were fun in the past but those who did their part, we can see the effort. As for those who didnt, I'm sorry but it's just too bad. We are awaiting for the new come member - Daylen Bay 'le le'. Didnt I just mentioned Alex and Ah Qi got married in the last post? =) Dear and Sam too tied the knot just last week! It's good to see the couples around you made it through this process <3

Bs
We seldom meet up but we know the heart will never part.
My bastard, the biggest decision in his life so far - to pursue his dream in a foreign country all by himself. Meaning I lost my late night supper kaki and weekend swimming kaki too.. My friend for the longest time, the one who will nvr fail to be there when I needed a shoulder to cry on.. The distance did not drift us apart! I went to HongKong and visit him during his bday. A tourist tourist kinda celebration instead of endless drinking session was fun. I still hv my ah boon!

For the past year, I started to filter my friends list too. I realised who are those real friends who will stood by you regardless up or down and who are those who will only thk of you when they needed you to be there for the stake of being there.

Many people come and go in your life, but it's those who stay regardless who you are are those who you need to treasure in life. I'm thankful for those who are still by my sides.

I'm blessed.

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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

 A post a year =)

Yes! My yearly post agn =)

Many things happened or perhaps changes I guess? Ive no idea how to pen it down or where to start from..

Just a summary from last year -

I'm still working in the same event company, one event follow by another! Amazed at times how I made many things happened =) Because of my job, Ive neglected many things in life - my precious time wi family, Rico and friends.. Many a time I can't be on time etc due to work commitment.. And I'm grateful my friends are very understanding!

Nvr in my life I wld expect myself to appreciate soccer as I hv been thkg it's just idiot proof game of 22 ppl chasing after a ball!! But I enjoyed world cup 2010. Could it be because I bet on it? Pretty positive for my pocket! The late night soccer fever was fun! At pubs, frens' place and I can't Rmb where la! And of cos the joy of ppl supporting different grp cheering for diff team =)

Went batam wi 637! Wi the whole grp of 17 of us!! How many people can go overseas wi so many friends? Even thou it's just a 2D1N trip but it was a memorable one - sam proposed to dear!

I still Rmb stating I want changes and I really did! I grew my hair long! Hahaha. Achievment isn't it? Just when everybody decided to cut
theirs short. So what else shld I achieve this year?

Year 2011
It din started very well as much as I wanted.. But I won some decent money in genting!!! My first time betting on table and i won enough to cover the whole trip! 2k ringgit! ^^

I went Bkk alone this year - not exactly alone as my purpose there were to meet my frens. Yes my yearly Bkk trip =) Flew alone, slp alone and Bfast alone. I sent some quality time being all alone.. I Nvr likes the feeling of doing things alone but this trip made me realized that being alone stimes isn't that bad afterall?

Ah qi's wedding! Yup! Ah Qi is now officially known as Mrs bay! It's not the first time I attend or prepare for a fren's wedding but so far this was the first wi most effort put in. From no plan - hen's night - actual wedding day (from gate crash to dinner at night) den finally to counting of angbaos at night! Im happy to be part of this joyful occasion and seeing this couple untie as one.. Looking back, we were all so young when we met? Doing all the stupid things in sch and outside? Oh gosh, how can I not admit age is catching up? Hahahahah

Too many things happened for the past one year.. Laughter and tear. I always Thk that certain beliefs in life are firm but I was Wrg.. Or maybe that was bcos I was always the outsider? I Nvr fail to give advise and etc.. but when I was the one in it, all the things which I Thot I will Nvr do - it happened.. Regardless how much I used to say on others. I can't deny I m weak.. Much more weaker den I can imagine. I don't knw why I ended up in that situation.. I digged my own grave and had myself burnt. No one but myself to blame...

Blogging isn't that bad afterall. I will visit more often =)

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